May 18, 2017

For the last time

Its been a long time.
Specifically a year.
I don't know what to expect anymore.

All I know is that I'm leaving this place.

And I will leave you too..

For good.
For all.

August 14, 2016

my answer

I remember the time he asked, "why you never replied when I said I love you?"

For me, it is something meaningful and very deep to just say it like that.

There is love, of course.
But, to let someone know how much they mean for you scared the hell out of me. It's like you give them the power to break your heart.

and it happened.

I shattered.

July 24, 2016


Things that hurt the most?

When you just a place for someone to forget their past. They screwed and shattered you, and they live a happy life getting back with the old one.


July 09, 2016

tust issue

I hate liars.

the kind of people who ask you to trust them, but later you found out that they're the one who'd lied.

So I learn something..

Trust should come with honesty.
Don't stupidly trust someone and believe they will not lie.

*An advice for you; If you can't forget your past, don't fucking play with others feeling.

June 30, 2016


You know, time cannot measure how you love someone,
heart does.

Maybe it's bullshit for you think why am I so frustrated after you left.

Have you forgot,
I told you why I was scared?
Once I've commits, I'll never stop.

I'm hard to be love.
And I've never been loved by someone,
and honestly, I dont't know what to do.

I wish my heart was like yours.
So that I can just throw everything when things doesn't work out.
And how I wish I can turn back time..
But things happened as it supposed to be.

You'll always in my heart.

And damn it's fucking hard to just let it go.

June 21, 2016


I choose you not because of your looks, status or all that matters.
I choose you because I want too.

You are the first ever to bring out the best in me.
You give me hope.
You love me for who I am.
Despite the fact that, I am nothing..

I never think of falling for you this hard.
This deep.

And I am so grateful for having you in my life.


Sometimes, you have to let go.

Not because I don't love you or don't want you anymore.

Because I don't think I deserve this.
Deserve you,.

April 25, 2016

February 24, 2016


I don't expect anything bigger than this
Because I know you deserve someone better
But I'm gonna cherish 'us' as much as I can
As much as I'm going to fall for you

Kalaulah awak tahu....

January 31, 2016

what if

What if you like your own friend?
What if you take the chance, but screwed up?
What if your heart break?

But what if I just take the chance and just go with the flow?

I think I should

I like you as I like being with you.
Hoping you feel the same way too..