June 30, 2016

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You know, time cannot measure how you love someone,
heart does.

Maybe it's bullshit for you think why am I so frustrated after you left.

Have you forgot,
I told you why I was scared?
Once I've commits, I'll never stop.

I'm hard to be love.
And I've never been loved by someone,
and honestly, I dont't know what to do.

I wish my heart was like yours.
So that I can just throw everything when things doesn't work out.
And how I wish I can turn back time..
But things happened as it supposed to be.

Anyhow,
You'll always in my heart.

And damn it's fucking hard to just let it go.

June 21, 2016

you

I choose you not because of your looks, status or all that matters.
I choose you because I want too.

You are the first ever to bring out the best in me.
You give me hope.
You love me for who I am.
Despite the fact that, I am nothing..

I never think of falling for you this hard.
This deep.

And I am so grateful for having you in my life.

But..

Sometimes, you have to let go.

Not because I don't love you or don't want you anymore.

Because I don't think I deserve this.
Deserve you,.